I just finished H&C season 2 and it was really depressing :(( It was very sad. The guy didn't end up with the girl he wants. They could've been a good pair, but things just have to be unfair [things always have to be like that, whether you like it or not, whether you think I'm wrong or not. You must agree with me that life always has to be like this. If not always, then in some points in your life that feels very special to you, where it seems you don't wanna end those happy moments.] The girl fell to a more good-looking, rich,talented, serious and yet a funny guy.

I remember this last few words on the last episode of the last season of Honey and Clover. The main character said "I'd been thinking, I'd been wondering all this time,whether there's a meaning to a failed love.Is it something that will disappear or something that never existed? Now I know, there is a meaning to it. Right here. [he was holding a sandwich filled with honey and a clover in the middle of it]" I guess the honey means love is sweet and yet the clover can mean that you must have luck to earn, that love you want,in return. But in either way you'll still be lucky even if you didn't end up with someone you like. At least you have been a part of him, and he or she has been a part of your life too. A bittersweet experience you'll never ever forget.

"As time passes, the day will come when everything will fade into memories. But those miraculous days, when you and I..along with everyone else, searched together just for that for one thing...will continue revolving forever...somewhere deep in my heart as my bittersweet memory."
-Takemoto [the main character]


After watching it. I imagined...how will I tell it to *Chair? I closed my eyes and told the air the words I've been longing to tell it out. I cried like I never cried for a thousand years. I had cried like a new born baby, I cried to the deepest emotion I could shoveled in me. I cried like I never had cried before.

Those few hours help me take out those few baggage I've been longing to thrash. But you see, I haven't really told *Chair those words,and maybe if I told him all the those things I have said in the wind...Maybe it'll help. I have confidence in him. I know he could help me let it all out, leaving all the hurts behind and try to start a new life.